Standing Still...

I am standing still today. Not physically, of course, what mother of three can do that for a whole day? I am standing still spiritually. I am waiting for what God is going to do with our situation with needing to work out the daycare/preschool situation. It is so heavy on me... It appeared a week ago that the kids would all be with me, but now I find that will only be during preschool hours, and after or before that, I will need care for them. I am so struggling with this. I am trying to have a good attitude, but these are my most precious commodities. I am excited about the teaching job, but miserable at the thought of leaving my litte ones. They are just so....little. Please pray with me that God will direct me on this. It was my heart's desire to be home with them, but now I know, that I am going to have to honor my family by going to work, it just seems so different to me...I have just loved being a stay-at-home mommy. I pray I will be able to feel more peace about leaving them...Lord, here my prayer...